I Crossed
I have crossed continents to come to Africa
But the day never came
that mountains became(/were) hills
that rivers became(/were) rivulets
which could be hopped over
I have not reached you my love
you are like a distant star
it is as if between us there has grown
a wall of darkness.
When I grasp you, my hands do not grasp
but a corpse that died without justice
as if I embraced my blood in a stone/rock
in a house that was flooded by a storm
that during the night stands attentively
and in the morning has got stuck far away
waiting on the road.
The years between us have streched/extended: blood and fire/heat,
The bridges I climbed that turned to be walls
And you, you have sank at the bottom of the sea
so that I could not touch you.
Oysters have peeled me, cutting my veins/nerves
in the arms/hands,
And I call (out):
You Africa
the love of my soul,
the friend of larva/maggot and darkness,
I have wandered many years looking for you
and my journey has not yet been interrupted
you who covered yourself in a corpse your (whole) life.
I have crossed continents to come to Africa
but the day never came
that bridges could be crossed.
You who sleep with me in the bed
you (are) like a distant star in the sky
doors that are closed from inside
And I stand outside
I wait in the cold.