Poems

I Crossed

I have crossed continents to come to Africa
But the day never came
            that mountains became(/were) hills
            that rivers became(/were) rivulets
            which could be hopped over
I have not reached you my love
you are like a distant star
it is as if between us there has grown
            a wall of darkness.
When I grasp you, my hands do not grasp
but a corpse that died without justice
            as if I embraced my blood in a stone/rock
            in a house that was flooded by a storm
            that during the night stands attentively
            and in the morning has got stuck far away
                                                                  waiting on the road.
 
 The years between us have streched/extended: blood and fire/heat,
The bridges I climbed that turned to be walls
And you, you have sank at the bottom of the sea
                                                        so that I could not touch you.
Oysters have peeled me, cutting my veins/nerves
                                                            in the arms/hands,
And I call (out):
                        You Africa
                        the love of my soul,
                        the friend of larva/maggot and darkness,
                        I have wandered many years looking for you
                        and my journey has not yet been interrupted
                        you who covered yourself in a corpse your (whole) life.
 
I have crossed continents to come to Africa
but the day never came
that bridges could be crossed.
You who sleep with me in the bed
you (are) like a distant star in the sky
doors that are closed from inside
And I stand outside
                           I wait in the cold.